Jemina
One week after I came back to Philippines. First thing that I devoured is a bunch of tondan. Grabe, I miss Philippine bananas so much. Today, my mom and I had a bonding. We went to Baclaran to buy bargain goods before we embark on our trip to Palawan. And of course we both had halo-halo. It's a rare occasion to go out with my mom so I consider it a special day. I also saw a guyabano on my way to the internet shop this evening. Sometimes when I'm on the jeepney I feel strange. Being away for 6 years and 7 months, I must have unlearned some Pinoy cultures and now they're coming back. I love it here. I miss Philippines so much and I'm just glad to be back. What's so special about this homecoming is that I'm here to stay, to enjoy a stress-free life, to lavish myself with everything I have missed while abroad, and to feast on Philippine's best fruits--Manggang Kalabaw at Tondan.
Anyway, I can't thank God enough for the joy of being home.
Happy Holidays to all of you.
Jemina
Yesterday, I had one of those cherished moments here at my school. I was standing in front of the dorm waiting for my Chinese friend to bring the DVD player when somebody behind me called my name. When I turned I saw the girl whom I scolded last week. She looked so sweet and shy. I smiled back. She said, "I'm sorry about last week!" I was so touched. The more I regretted being nasty to her and I also I apologized for my quick temper. She said that it was okay. The more it melted my heart. She went on to say, "I'll not do it again next time." And I said, "Okay, forget it." She bowed and said "thank you."

(By the way, for those haven't read my previous blog please read it for reference on the entry above.)



Jemina
Did what? Lost my temper!
I have been battling with self-control lately and every time my patience is being challenged. Perfect! Just when I need it!

Today, students were flirting in my classroom (at my back). I was assessing students' conversation skill by twos and one philandering girl was flirting with her boyfriend who didn't belong to the class. I asked him to go out and went on with my assessing. When one group finished, I stood to confront a boy who was participating. Surprisingly, a girl rushed to say "quickly!" and the same couple whom I had separated earlier catapulted from the floor.

A rush of anger gripped me and I shouted: What the hell!! Somehow, those ESOL students who could barely understand basic English lessons understood what I said. Then I went on to scold the girl. (Terrible words I threw at her)
I don't mind if she flirts with her boyfriend. She has the rights to do whatever she wants with her life. I don't mind what they do as long as they don't do it in my territory. And that time since they were doing it in my class I couldn't in any way tolerate it.